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i love u maggie....u always supporting me...u r the best fd who know me best...hehe

i love u too, bb..u came here just for hv dinner with me...im ok now..im so happy now..cuz i know u love me as i love u...u r learning how to be a perfect boyfriend, and u r growing up, and learning how to look after me...i love u so much.....u r the most important person in my life. to be honest, i hvnt loved a person as i love u. i had bf b4, but i hvnt thought abt to hv a baby or a family with my ex bf. but i wanna hv a baby, and hv a warm family with u, and i wanna be with u forever. i wanna hold ur hand even u r an old cou bb..even u r the oldest man in the world ( but actually im older than u ><)

nth more to say la..just wanna say i love u..and i hv confidence we can be together forever!....

i love u, cou bb

im not strong enough.

i hv to learn how to independent.  too dependent on love is not his type.

the wind is blowing outside, making some noise like shouting and crying and screaming. im scared now. i hv been in this freezing room for 8 hrs, hv been in this scary darkness for 3 hrs...who can help me????

cryin is not gonna help. life is not a fairytale. my prince is always not beside me when i ned him most. aha..life is joke. isnt it?

maybe lonely and scary are only experiences. maybe tmr, i wont be afraid to stay at home alone. maybe, maybe i will become strong enough tmr...

life in canada is like a battle, keep struggling everyday. im so lonely. lonely, lonelyness inside my heart...

went to c xmas parade last nite with honey

i was so happy, cuz i like to c beautiful lights, and i like to c my hon is beside me in front of the beautiful lights.

crowed street, but there was somebody hold my hands tightly and seems he will hold them forever, that is the happiness i want.

like sth happened in my dream b4, to spend a whole xmas eve with the one i love. Although honey cannot stay here for chrismas, still feel happy. cuz iv already say merry chrismas to him last nite.

we will hv long, long time to spend with each other, longer than my life. so dont worry abt this chrismas. we will hv more, and more xmas together, more than 100...

last nite was freezing,,,but still warm inside my heart, cuz i hv ur hands.

u r my heat, my power, my lights of life.

i love u

so much

actuallymy hon. i wanna play wow with u =3=

i would like to choose a preist. and i can cure ugive u hp..haha...

but i cant...:(

my computer....ai........

i cant play in the same team with u in wow la...

so..please shift ur concerntration back to me..ok???

cuz i cant find u in wowcant c u in wowthe only thing i can do is to wait u in ur room. and keep making some noise to gain ur attention....

actually, my hon. i wanna play wow with u =3=

i would like to choose a preist. and i can cure u, give u hp..haha...

but i cant...:(

my computer....ai........

i cant play in the same team with u in wow la...

so..please shift ur concerntration back to me..ok???

cuz i cant find u in wow, cant c u in wow, the only thing i can do is to wait u in ur room. and keep making some noise to gain ur attention....

just change my blog name to "winter wonderland". so romantic~~ as my dream, is go to wonderland with the one i love

always cant describe my feeling well by english. but i cant type chinese here tho...:(

went to watch "harry potter" last nite.. with my honey....and lots of people..churchmates...i love the movie so much..but seems nobody like it except me...=.=

the whole body is painful now.....but i want to work, work. work til die! cuz i ned money, money, money! i want to earn money! money! money!...haha...

presentation on monday...hv borrowed a shirts, a pair of high heel, and a skirt...but still ned to buy a pair of sexy black pantyhose=.=( spell wrong again)

btw, honey decide to go Ton at 11st, and back at 28th...=(....

it will be a lonely,,, lonely... lonely chrismas la.....

but i will work everyday during chrismas...haha...in order to earn more money..and i can buy myself a chrismas present!!!!  i hvnt buy my self anything since i back here=(

wt a shame =3=...i must treat myself well...haha...

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many things bothering me.

doubt, untrust, and not sure abt future

wt is love?

wt is real love to me?

if i love someone, i would like to stick to him.

maybe im that kind of person will crazy in love

im not a good gf.

maybe

tmr...maybe will hv a date with my hon...my hump, my hump, my hump.....

he is playin a funny song...OMG..kill me... i wont sing la.....help~!~!~!~!~!~!

^oo^

hold on! Jojo! u can do it! the last stressful month! then u wil hv a relaxation!!hahaha.......

oh..btw..my rite eye is better now....i can c 100% honey la..haha..no need to smell la......><

still cant type chinese here..why!!!!yyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!honey! help me to fix it! i want my fds read my diary by Chinese!!not the freaken english!

still need the references....aiiiiiiiiiiiii....and hv to do the bad news letter tonite..OMG.. u cant imagine how hard it is! u hv to tell the audience bad news but also hv to play a trick!.....im a kind person...i dont want to cheating to my audience...wahahahahaha....im mad now....call me mad cow...

im keep singing some strange songs....my dear bb is suffering frm my voice...feel so sorry for u...my hon...but i wont stop..wakkakakakakakaka

anyway.

WELCOME TO MY BLOG! THANK U SO MUCH ELINOR! .HAHAHA...actually i go to ur blog almost everyday..but im too lazy to leave a comment...sorry la.....i will try to not bi that lazy la...hahaha